I'm a loser and an idiot, but I don't want to be.

Disability puts limititations on my body, but luckily not on my mind. At least, beyond debilitating depression.

But what do I do? I sit at home, wasting time; playing games (without friends), watching T.V., and generally not making any meaningful strides towards anything useful. This must stop.

I have made this blog to (hopefully) hold myself accountable to making inroads to competance. There are many projects worth pursuing, and they can be learned if I make an effort to not be a lazy piece of shit. Mainly, these include bettering my understanding towards navigating an increasingly digital world and using what excersizing what limited brainpower I have to stop my brain from atrophying.

Main goals:

• Switch to Linux: Windows 10 support is ending and is shitty anyway. Learn what a terminal is - I’ve never even met the guy. Value privacy.
  
  
• Learn how to take advantage of self-hosting: A powerful tool for privacy and cost savings.
  
  
• Practice writing: In this increasily AI slop-filled world, language is going the way of the dinosuar. Don’t be a fuck; write.
  
  
• Form community: I have no friends, no girlfriend, and limited family. A change is needed before I just kill myself. I realize that a stupid, unlikable cunt has nothing to offer anyone. Change it.
  
  
• Raspberry Pi projects: Probably a lot of overlap with Linux and self-hosting.
  
  
• Reading: At least an hour a day. Don’t join the 21% of functionally illiterate adults. n